This month has been three years long
Jan. 24th, 2020 08:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
piplupcommanderThings that have happened entirely in the month of January:
* Kiddo (my roommates' kid, whom I have helped raise and love like my own) got diagnosed with type 1 diabetes, just like her dad
* Roommate's health declining again due to stress and as of this posting putting him in the hospital for the third? time since November
* Tax fuckery that we would have had under control if Humolog Jr pens didn't cost $1k each
* Credit card fuckery that we would have under control if etc etc
I guess most of this revolves around the diabetes diagnosis, but I am absolutely not blaming Kiddo. She's been a little superhero through all of this. Every time her dad goes to the hospital she steps up all "I'm a big kid, I can do this, I'm a good helper." (She's seven, for reference.) If I'm casting blame it's on our shitfuck healthcare system. Roommate's health wouldn't have gotten to this point (AGAIN) if we could afford to have his medical issues monitored instead of waiting until it got hospital-bad.
I'm just. I'm very tired.
To end this post on a good note, I am very much looking forward to Overwatch League coming back, and the FF7 remake (if it doesn't get pushed back again), Critical Role is absolutely murdering me lately (in a good way) (mostly), and I recently got into The Magnus Archives, so that's also killing me, mostly in good ways but also in I am an anxious turtle why did I let my friends drag me into this mom come pick me up I'm scared
* Kiddo (my roommates' kid, whom I have helped raise and love like my own) got diagnosed with type 1 diabetes, just like her dad
* Roommate's health declining again due to stress and as of this posting putting him in the hospital for the third? time since November
* Tax fuckery that we would have had under control if Humolog Jr pens didn't cost $1k each
* Credit card fuckery that we would have under control if etc etc
I guess most of this revolves around the diabetes diagnosis, but I am absolutely not blaming Kiddo. She's been a little superhero through all of this. Every time her dad goes to the hospital she steps up all "I'm a big kid, I can do this, I'm a good helper." (She's seven, for reference.) If I'm casting blame it's on our shitfuck healthcare system. Roommate's health wouldn't have gotten to this point (AGAIN) if we could afford to have his medical issues monitored instead of waiting until it got hospital-bad.
I'm just. I'm very tired.
To end this post on a good note, I am very much looking forward to Overwatch League coming back, and the FF7 remake (if it doesn't get pushed back again), Critical Role is absolutely murdering me lately (in a good way) (mostly), and I recently got into The Magnus Archives, so that's also killing me, mostly in good ways but also in I am an anxious turtle why did I let my friends drag me into this mom come pick me up I'm scared
